Sunday, July 12, 2009

The Open Road

You know, if there's one thing I'm most afraid about, it's the future. Strangely, it's not SPM, it's what could happen AFTER SPM. Yea, I know, it's strange that I'm not that afraid of SPM but instead what could happen after it.

I don't know. Time can change a lot of things. I guess I can say that I'll miss the times we're having right now. What triggered these thoughts, you wonder? Well, in school, the Organization was fooling around at the back when Victor complained about his ass hurting because of what one of the others did.

It was that moment that I thought: This is it. We're in Form 5, and this is our last year. After all this, we have no idea where we'll all end up. One thing I'm most afraid of, is as more time passes, the more everyone drifts apart. And by everyone, I mean Koizumi, Ms. Awesome, Sook Yan, Raja, Victor and even that idiot Kelvin. Okay, not so much Kelvin. More so for the rest.

Thinking of the past year and a half has made me realize that I've never really appreciated all the friends I've made and the times we've had. When we're through with this, the world will be an open road for us all and it could lead us anywhere. I hope to be able to keep in touch with you guys regularly when this is through, and even better, like Sook Yan said, we better have reunions every year. LOL.

One thing is for sure, I'll miss you guys. I've said this once to Ms. Awesome, and I'll say this again to you all this time. Okay fine, it's not the exact same phrase, but it still holds the original meaning.

Though time may find me new friends and memories, they will never replace you all, and the memories and fun we've already had.

Here's to the future and whatever it holds for us!

1 comments:

im a foodlover :) said...

YES ! now that u've already mentioned this on ur blog, i started to feel sad all over again.
2010 reunion, i belanja!!!
*but only for da few of u guys. TKY not included*